What am I afraid of?

Do You Believe In Ghosts?

I am absolutely petrified of anything scary, spooky, creepy or jumpy. And put all these together and I am a quivering wreck!

I once went to the cinema with a couple of my friends to watch the film Woman In Black. I don't know what made me want to watch it. Might of been because it had Daniel Radcliffe in and I am a massive Harry Potter Fan. Anyway I spent most of the film hidden behind my cardigan, jumping at every move and sound. The story itself creeped me out but it was the scary woman ghost and the jumpy scenes where she appeared that scared me the most. Especially the scene where she suddenly appeared in the rocking chair. Good god I very nearly died and for months I couldn't sleep with the lights off. When I was awake during the night feeding my son, I kept seeing that image in my mind. I had nightmares about the actual story line.

So as you can probably tell from this I hate scary films. And just never watch them.

I can't watch trailers for scary films on the tv. I once had to switch the tv off by the plug because the channel wouldn't turn over fast enough when a scary trailer was on.

Real Ghost Stories also scare me.

All the old children's scare stories, still scare me.

If I'm in the house on my own at night, I won't look in a mirror.

In my job, every now and then we get on to the topic of ghosts. I am convinced that the place is haunted. Every now and then I get that horrible feeling that you have just walked through something. No word of a lie, I will be walking down a corridor at work and I will suddenly go cold, get goose bumps , all my hairs stand on end and I get a shivery feeling. Like I have walked through something cold. Lets just say I am so glad I work days and not nights.
I also see things out of the corner of my eye too, when I am at work. Maybe the figure of someone down an empty corridor. A figure floating out of a room. Something move. It's always just out of the corner of my eye too, I don't see it properly.

This is what scares me the most.
What are you afraid of?

Vic x

10 Things That Make Me Happy

1. My Children. All day everyday, they are my world.

2. CJ 

3. Chocolate.

4. Reading Books

5. Seeing my Children happy, smiling, enjoying themselves

6. Family days out, altogether. No worries no thinking about stress or work, just us.

7. An episode on Friends

8. Childhood memories

9. Days spent with old friends

10. Coming home from work

20 Completely Random Facts About Me

1, I am addicted to Chocolate.  Its my stress relieve. Some people smoke, some people drink. I eat chocolate.

2, I am a Virgo, which means I am supposed to to be organised and neat and tidy etc. I am in fact the complete opposite.

3. The family member I am closest to (other than CJ and the children) is my Nana, from my real dads side. 

4. I am the oldest of 3 for my mum and oldest of 4 for my dad. I have 2 sisters and 3 brothers. But I only ever see one sister and one brother.

5. My Favourite Colours are Pink, Purple, and Green

6. Although I am 31, I still can't drive. It terrifies me.

7. I can put the tip of my tongue up my nose.

8. I am a big massive Harry Potter Fan. The books are far better than the films!

9. My all time favourite tv programme is FRIENDS, I love it! It still makes me laugh even though I've seen it a million times. And I even quote friends in everyday conversation.

10. My favourite job I ever had was working in a bakery when I was 17. My boss (the baker) used to give us free chocolate muffins straight out of the oven. Mmmm!

11. I hate awkward situations and confrontation. I even cry if someone is rude on the phone. I have to walk away from situations or just avoid them altogether.

12. I cry, a lot. Sometimes even for no reason.

13. I only have a few friends. But the ones I do have I've been friends with for over ten years and they are the best people in the world.

14. My shoe size is 6, I am a size 16 and I am 5'2"

15. I'm 5'2" and CJ is 6'2" we look a bit odd together

16. I hate scary films, I can't even watch the trailers. If I watch a scary film, I can't sleep or have nightmares for months. I once had to turn the tv off by the plug because the channel wouldn't change quick enough when a trailer for Woman in Black was on.

17. I was induced for both my labours. First was three weeks early because if high blood pressure. Second  was two weeks early because my waters had broken 24hours earlier.

18. Me and CJ have been together five and half years and engaged for 18 months.

19. We met in the back if a taxi in a night out, through a friend of a friend of my mums.

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